Why?

is he like that? Why does he hate me? Why does he call himself my father? I fail in every way for him. Ich bin unfähig.

New year New start

So, its a new year and I will try this again. I am living my life. I am over my last relationship and I dealt with the awfull breakup. I will start finishing my Uni this year and I hae new friends. So life is good. It could be better but complaining is never good. I will try to write what I think here and we will see how this works.